This Is My Last Song

People keep asking me
How I’m feeling?
I don’t know what to say

The only thing I can tell them
is how I’m feeling
won’t go away.

So tired, too tired, too sad
last conversations…
over and over…
drive me mad

I told you
when I kissed you
I wouldn’t be long
Without you
My life is too long

Here it is then, my last song

bereft, becalmed, begone, be dead
visions of suicide
yours and mine
fill my head

I’ve lived too long
Without you
It’s a waste of time

I told you
when I kissed you
I wouldn’t be long
(Make me whole)
(Take my soul)

Here it is then
(Make me whole)
my last song
(Make me whole)
(Take my soul)

I’m here, nowhere further to go
It’s a waste of time
I’m just wasting space
You should be occupying

That’s my fault line

Mis-steps, mistakes, missed opportunities
no forward momentum I’m an empty tank

A broken hollow husk you can paint a temporary smile on
I’m worthless, guilty, disconnected,
I’m not me anymore
Make me whole
Take my soul

What signs did I miss?
What chances did I squander?
Every mornings the same. Rewind, reset
Scorched earth again

(Over and over)
The things I should have said
Keep looping in my head
(Over and Over)

(Over and over)
The things I should have said
Keep looping in my head
(Over and Over)

I’ve lived my life
Done all the things I wanted to
Except see it out near you

I’ve lived too long
Without you
It’s a waste of time
I told you
when I kissed you

I wouldn’t be long
(Make me whole)
(Take my soul)

The things I should have said
Keep looping in my head
(Over and Over)

Here it is then
(Make me whole)

My last song
(Make me whole)

(Take my soul)

This is my last song
I won’t be long.

This is my last song
I won’t be long.

(This is my last song)

I’ve got to believe it will take me to you
I’ve got to believe it will take me to you
I’ve got to believe it will take me to you

In any circumstance…

Do Not Resuscitate.